I think
I need a therepist. This is the worst. It’s almost 2:30 am. And I’m up crying my eyes out. And for no reason. Kaitlyn says it’s normal. But I just wish it wasn’t. I almost threw up cause I was crying so hard. And Brian fell asleep and I felt bad for wakeing him up, but I had to. I don’t want to be alone. Especially now. My frien told me that exercise effects depression, so I’m going to ask mommy if we can go to the gym at least twice a week, if not more. Hopefully I’ll get better. And I have Brian. And Kady. Right now Brian is on the phone. Hes not making sense. I wish I could sleep. But I can’t. When I lay my my head down, my mind starts to wonder and it makes me cry. Brian is talking about how Patrick should be explained about chairs….>.>
wtf Brian.
I’m so tired. I wish I could stop crying. Maybe a hot shower would fix this.
I love Brian. I’m going to color.
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