February 15, 2009

Tonight

Is one of the worst nights I’ve ever had.

Brian and I had plans to go to a movie. We both told our parents in advance.

He had to go to his cousin’s birthday party. And the movie started at 9:55.

He ate dinner and finished it by 7. But his mother was retarded, and wouldn’t hurry the fuck up. So he is STILL at his fucking Grandmother’s house. I am so upset.

And tomorrow, I’m going to the doctor to get check for breast cancer. Because I might have it.

I am so scared. And If I do have it, that means I have to get surgery, witch means I wont be able to be with Brian.

I hate his mother so much.

Brian texted me 45 minutes ago telling me he was on his way. I called him and he hasn’t left.

So I’m dressed up and ready to go somewhere, but I have no where TO go.

I’m crying so hard.

I hate Brians parents so much. I hate this day.