July 13, 2008

Rock Bottom

I think I’m almost there

theres only one other time other then now that I have felt this upset.

and it’s when i was doing drugs and being stupid

I should have never gone to VA beach with David

I lost one of my good friends.

But I guess it doesn’t matter

Because she wasn’t a good friend anyway

she never even got my side of the story

and she has no clue what shes talking about

I’m so upset. I feel like, everything is just going to shit.

I wish I had a time machine

so I could stop all this shit from happining

i keep thinking back

way back

and thinking

if i hadn’t done that

i wouldn’t even be in this predicerment

it doesn’t matter anyway now

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