February 2009
6 posts
I think
I need a therepist. This is the worst. It’s almost 2:30 am. And I’m up crying my eyes out. And for no reason. Kaitlyn says it’s normal. But I just wish it wasn’t. I almost threw up cause I was crying so hard. And Brian fell asleep and I felt bad for wakeing him up, but I had to. I don’t want to be alone. Especially now. My frien told me that exercise effects...
Feb 18th
Tonight
Is one of the worst nights I’ve ever had. Brian and I had plans to go to a movie. We both told our parents in advance. He had to go to his cousin’s birthday party. And the movie started at 9:55. He ate dinner and finished it by 7. But his mother was retarded, and wouldn’t hurry the fuck up. So he is STILL at his fucking Grandmother’s house. I am so upset. And tomorrow,...
Feb 16th
Feb 15th
I love
Chocolate. Oh my fucking God.
Feb 15th
Okay
So my last entry was like last year. And the reason for that was because my stupid ass hole of a computer stopped getting internet. So I’m on my moms computer right now. So anyway. Yesterday was valentines day <3 And it was amazing. Brian came over and gave me a big box of French chocolate. Haha. Fancy! And then we went on a picnic in the woods. I took him to this place I went only...
Feb 15th
Feb 15th